Falling Stars

We are putting our dreams on a cloud,
and slowly,
rain is pouring the time away.

We built our house of snow on a sunny day,
and slowly,
our warmth is melting away.

We run to save the drowning sun,
the waves have washed away our footsteps,
as if, we were never here at all.

The heart we carved into the thick old tree,
it is blown away by the changing winds,

as if, it was made of dust.
We are here and we are gone 

as if, we never lived at all. 

Knight

You keep hurting inside me 

like a piece of my heart, broken but pumping, trying hard to beat

breaking apart in flying sparks,

lighting fire to my soul

burning me, consuming me,

without any smoke,

any trace,

any ash

the flames of your love, 

ever holy, pure, and fierce

have melted me, to my core

the coldness of the night

has forged my metal strong

make me your shield, my love

make me your sword

I will rest my rise and fall, in your hands

in your hands I shall win or lose

I know not, to be anything if you let me go

I know not the battle, the war 

I know not the scores

Fingertips

Where have I lost you friend? Why I feel you are gone?
There must be a way to find you again, I am willing to be lost....

your world runs parallel to mine
headed to the same 'no where'
from the west and the east
does it mean anything to be on the opposites?
on the left or on the right of the sphere?
isn't 'no where' just the place where it all begins? and comes to end
like you and me
and our miseries...
yet all that we are, and all we will be
just a breathing drop of water
just a dieing grain of dust
existing between the three one three !

Parallel

Is it the sound of your beating heart? That I just heard

Or is it the moon light beating in the chest of night?

O’ breath of my life,

Come, fill my soul with your breath

I need to breathe

In another life I have known you,

I have known you more then my soul knows my body

In another time, I have been your shadow

Do you reckon me?

Is it just me or today the stars are shinning all so bright?

Since you graced the sky with your gaze

the moon follows my wandering heart through the night

in the streets of loneliness,

leading me to you, from you

Who I have always been?

Who I will be?

a fragment, a particle of your cosmic dust

floating in the divine, infinitely

My every search for you brought me to me

My every search for myself, brought me to you

You, my destination,

You, my journey. 

The Joy of Pain

Sweet pains ring when tears rain, I drench in thoughts of you
My heart drowns and hits the bottom, my soul floats above
Strange waters of your love that drown yet let me breathe under
A state of existence, that sends life and death in wonder

Moonlight (March 25)

The words I'm looking for, when lost in all consuming thoughts of you, tongue tied words! 

silence is my only speech yet waves roll and thunder inside my chest at the site of you 
all that is left of me is your reflection dancing on the waves of my soul... 

I'm a reflection of you, 

how can I contain you in me? 
I, an illusion and you the only reality.

What stage of love is it
that I don't have to close my eyes anymore to see your face
I just have to see ...
I don't have to have you
I just have to 'Be'

Fake

A hollow laugh

A pale smile

A bunch of lies

Who am I?

A dark hole has sucked me in

deep in its silence

I can hear no more

I can speak no more

All my words have left me

And I gasp for air

I can’t feel a thing,

a thing,

a thing…

Am I made of paper?

All I have is a distant memory

I can't shut my eyes to

and I still hear my heartbeat

far away, inside of you

In my cold body

and my lifeless limbs,

a joy it is to feel pain

at the mention of your name…

In this numbness and cold

a paper face,

a mute soul,

a bunch of lies is all I am

and you,
the only truth

the only truth, left of me

Slipping Away

Life,
let go... let go... let go
why you holding me so tight?
I don't belong to you.
Your trembling lips don't send tremors down my spine, any more.
Circling around your curves,
I have had my highs, and lows, much long ago

Life,
Let go
Let go.

Without

The North Star is hidden behind the clouds

All the boats, lost in the tears of Jacob

The night is blind.

Joseph where are you?

The comfort of my eyes…

Your name echoes in the cave of my chest

and the fire of your absence

is melting me like a candle, 

I am burning, 

in this longest night, of all nights

your love, 

has broken my heart wide open

and in this infinity, inside me

I seek you

Joseph, where are you?

In the grains of sand,

In the particles of dust,

In the vapours carried by the air,

In the rays of the sun

and early morning dew

in the blades of grass

and the moon’s glow

In the chaos of day

in the silence of night

with a million faces 

and million voices

I am calling out for you

I am calling out for you.......